Well one year has come and gone. We have now experienced all the "firsts", first birthdays, first Christmas, all the first holidays and anniversaries. We made it through and we both sound better.

I got your email yesterday about your health issues. Bad knees, carpal tunnel, overweight. Sounds so normal, especially for you. I hope and pray you continue on this path. There is no other way for you to go now. It's this or nothing.

I don't comment on your desire to see me and Frank because I am not able to see you yet. There is still way too much hurt and anger inside me, too much distrust of your new life. But I do pray that "this too shall pass".

I love you.