Why?

I am starting this blog because it will be so much cheaper than therapy, will save time, will save my husband's nerves and perhaps mine, perhaps I will stop crying as much and maybe just maybe the facts, dreams and frustrations will save, or at the least, help someone else who may be living in this hell. David's hell is self-imposed. But in his self-imposed hell he has taken his mother, his brother, sister, nephews and niece to the edge of the abyss. We have all seen it and each of us have tried to pull him back. It has not worked. He continues in what he has known. I am afraid. Not for me but for him.